Here we are again, old friend.

   Look at us, back here where we thought we would never be again. Regardless, here we are. Sitting outside alone talking to too many guys, about things we know we don't care about, hoping that they distract--numb us for a little while. But here we are again, silly us, keeping the distant memories of our past ticking like a bomb in the back of our minds, ready to explode without any warning. Yup, here we are again. Back to square one, but this time let's try and make the best of it. You know, as well as me that you're going to be hurting for awhile. But you also know as well as me, that we will get through this. again. again. again. For the millionth time, over the same asshole that put us back inside this tiny box for the very, I repeat, very last time. Let's forget about him cheating on you with your friend. Lets forget about her, and every single memory she came with. Let's start over together. Let's fall in love with ourselves again. Don't you remember, when we loved ourselves. When we craved our alone time, instead of fearing it? Don't you remember laughing with your thoughts instead of hiding from them? Do you remember what it felt like to be confident? Do you remember what it felt like to walk into a room and know that everyone was staring, but you liked it? Don't you remember us. I think you do, you just spent so many years burying yourself to please him. To earn his respect that we both know, he never deserved. Don't, please, do not let him blow our candle out. We have so much time left. I miss you, I really really miss you. Let's find ourselves again ok?

Love always, me.