Dear future lover, Please know that you are dealing with a gentle soul. Although she may appear to be made out of titanium, she isn't. She has just had to pretend for a very long time. She spent years slaying dragons, only to find out that the prince she thought she was saving, was the biggest dragon of all... I know by now, you probably are aware of these walls that she has once again, built so high, and so thick that sometimes you feel like you don't even know her. I know this is annoying, and I know it makes you extra cautious. But please, don't be. Don't be cautious. She is desperately looking for any sign of truth, any sign of the yes, you actually do care what she has wants. She is searching for not only your words, but for your actions. She has heard every kind of 'I love you' that is out there, and honestly she is so tired of it. 'I love you' has sadly become meaningless to her. Meaningless without actions that is. She honestly still believ
This is me,
The lady behind all the letters to him, to her. This is me behind all the encouraging posts, and all the messy rants. This is me when I'm high on life, with my best friend laughing at whatever she said. I'm happy to know that after everything, I'm still able to laugh so hard I cry. I live my life in extremes. And I wouldn't change it for anything. I'm the girl, who is often too much for people to handle, but I'm also the girl that if she lets you close you never let her go. I'm the girl that will never back down for something she believes in. Even if I'm left standing alone. I'm the girl that walks into a bar and has no fear. The girl who is confident, but often doubts herself. I'm the girl who goes from one extreme to the next. The psycho who will fall for someone way too fast or never fall at all. I'm passionate, and I'm spontaneous. I'm an adventurer who is never fulfilled. I'm the girl who wants to do everything, and never stop travelling. I'm the girl who gets way too excited over pumpkin patches, and the way a candle lights up a dark room. Or the way the sun shines through the trees in summer. I'm the girl that gets consumed by the ocean, and finds comfort in the forest. The girl that will try anything, and will never give up. I'll play in the mud with the boys, and get dressed up with the girls. Im goofy and embarrassing, but serious and grounded. I am uncontrollable, but moveable. I am a paradox. And I will never change myself for anyone, every again. This is me. The lady the behind the letters.
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